I am trying to keep painting although I always get very frustrated and emotional about it. I need to be more Zen but instead I am look an overly emotional soccer mom who should be banned from her kids games. I feel sensitive, frustrated and I hate myself a lot when I am painting. I often feel like a no talent loser and start wondering why I bother. I am going to try to be more like Andy Murray and say things to myself like he said at Wimbledon - "I am getting closer."
This was a piece I did today that Sunny helped me with. I thought I was doing ok but I wasn't. It seems to have turned out ok in the end.