This was a nature mandala I made at Mary Lou's retreat.
In the beginning, My mandala was going to be a pretty circle with different colors but as I started to place objects there was a moment when my creativity exploded and I was no longer trying to make a pretty circle I was frenetically creating something that spoke to me. The rocks, leaves and stems told me where they wanted to go here and there and it was all I could do to hold on the whirlwind of energy passing between myself and the mandala. I rode the wave like a surfer in the ocean.
I didn't feel any hesisitation or blocks just the energy-elevating and elevating as if making a piece of music where the notes build and build to a dramatic climax.
I discovered I had forgotten how freeing creating can be. Being in the zone. The freedom to create without expectation or goals brings out a joyful feeling of bliss and energy. I was completely absorbed in the process I lost all track of space and time. All I was for a bit of time was a pure creative force. |